Tuesday, June 19, 2007

The hollow me......

Have been feeling hollow inside of me these few days.....What Pastor had preached last Sat is really true.

These few days I've been feeling unsecured, unsure, something missing in my life, hollow inside. Felt the same as the time when I was not in Christ yet. So, a Christian will feel like this also huh? Yes indeed, not the first time feeling like this......I'm human, I've my needs, just like what Pastor said.

Felt like falling, but He lifted me up. I prayed, and I found something I lacked......spirituality, and love. It had been quite sometime since the last time I saught His face, and my spiritman was drained, cannot feel His love for me. I know He loves me, but just like what Kenneth had once said, knowing is one thing, experiencing is another. Christian walk is not a one time experience, it's a life time experience. Will I be able to take up my cross and follow Him till the day I go? I want to, though temptations are great, He is greater.

Lord, let me be made whole as a human, as a man. Indeed, humanity is beautiful and wonderful, let me not lose it and also restore it back to the people.

Scord@ive; 6/19/2007 02:25:00 AM